Saturday, October 31, 2026

done and (almost) dusted


we wrap up the final day of clinical exams today. as usual it is rich with the stress of the unexpected unpredicted and expected unwelcome but also with many interesting observations and much camaraderie and despair driven laughter.

grateful for another year.

HOM and i are off on a reward quickie trippie tomorrow!

Monday, October 26, 2026

weather update

lovely rain last nite. lovely 'shrooms today.
grateful for the temporary reprieve.

Sunday, October 25, 2026

year's end

the fruit cake is baked boozed and ready for divvying up. we host our first turkey dinner with friends this year. it appears that the eventful year of much stress (including the STB mediation and the ongoing renovations) distress (with HOM's health issues) sorrow (from many earthly farewells) and irritations (never mind those, 'nuff said) is cautiously inching towards a close. it is thanksgiving season indeed.

house of huawei - eva dou (2025)


ponderously exciting stuff about international telecoms espionage played out in tangled webs of national intrigue that i speed read to finish before the book is due tonite. especially fascinating because the names and products are current and present. 

as with all still-unfolding history the account is a little lop-sided (heavier on the american-democracy-is-better perspective) a tad disjointed (with open-ended accounts of iran africa 5G networks and even malaysia and the middle east) and lacking a suitably rousing ending. but otherwise it is a decent summary of recent events based on whatever limited sources are available to a western journalist, even if she has a chinese name.

Tuesday, October 20, 2026

silence

E the dog doesn't hear so well any more. not the dinner sounds nor the treat bag crackles nor us returning home nor the occasional yells. 

nor the thunder.

which makes it a mixed blessing indeed, geriatric soul that he is.

Sunday, October 18, 2026

the amberglow candy store - hiyoko kurisu (2022)


continuing with a bagatelle whilst i am on hold for the next ngaio marsh. this is a light-handed charmingly-crafted fable-type little gem from an east asian writer delicately translated for a westernized reader.

this fox is as delightful and satisfying as the other cat and camera and hippo books.

Saturday, October 17, 2026

another weather update


late lamented 10-minute shower

still hazy

marginally cooler though

grateful

but enervated*




*this is weather to stifle thought drain strength and sweat buckets.

Monday, October 12, 2026

Saturday, October 10, 2026

date night

in the midst of haze

and mugginess

we go

on a

middle-aged date

at a new izakaya HOM discovers

practically at our doorstep. very impressive

Friday, October 9, 2026

weather update

muggy hazy a tad smelly and quite unpleasant. more of the same tomorrow. the a/c is weeping in exhaustion, as am i.

in other news, am trying for a dopamine hit tomorrow with visit to the hairdresser. hair can always grow again and the prospect of something different is exciting and i hope i don't need this reminder in a day.

Sunday, October 4, 2026

aural assault reflections

people have choices

and vote with their feet

and we can't even tell you

cos we already schlepped off

before the feedback QR code appeared

but

please

have mercy

choose good speakers

who are focused and clear and 

do not keep saying long story short

because their short comes from speaking veryveryfast

aural assault

today i skip church to attend a course. the premise is great: each speaker gets twenty minutes to update us about the latest exciting developments in his field and then we switch to the next fellow. quickly building up a strand of lustrous pearls, as it were.

unfortunately the whole thing pivots on choosing excellent speakers. which. some. people. so. are. NOT. hence we are subjected to a couple of well-articulated verbal train wrecks during which the audience quietly scrolls social media. 

at the end of the morning session i decide to schlepp off. if i have to listen to waves of words playing at double speed that make no sense whatsoever i might as well just read up the stuff at home.

if you think i feel crabby you are right.

Saturday, October 3, 2026

final Q

dinner date to begin the final quarter of the year. on the one hand we can now start a legit countdown to christmas. on the other hand i am just a little bit horrified that the year has behaved true to form and continues on a runaway track to freedom.

in other news, his mercies continue to be new every morning as well, breakneck speed notwithstanding.